The Diary of an Escapist

  Harleen Frances Quinzel aka  Harley Quinn That sickness, that madness, You're a psycho, some crazy mess; Those eyes, so deep, so white, so cold, You're smile, your fragrance will never grow old; How you do all this, how you be like that, You're a Jewell, you're a pearl, shine of my gold; When you laugh it's like an apocalyptic disaster, The way you ride, like you're the Ghost Rider's master; Baby I too have lost all my senses all my brain, Be my queen Heil Harley Quinn, I'll be your psychopath Joker; Be my Pepper, I'll be your Stark and you can scold me, Remove the mask off my Spider face, hold me tight and French kiss me; I came from Asgard with a lightning hammer and a thunder, I got trained by Mighty Ra's Al Ghul; I'll loose to you, only this will save me; I'll be your Jon, be my Wildling  and yeah I'll admit that I know nothing, All I know is that I am a Snow  and the cold long winter is c...

Safar aur Raah.. #InfinityLoveForPondi #Wanderer Khushiya batoorte chalo, Wadiyaan odhte chalo, Niraashiyon ko chodhte chalo, Chalo aur apni raahon mein dhool nichodte chalo; Chalo unn rahoon pe jaha koi Chala nhi, Palkon pe aks aur Dil mien koi shikwa nhi, Chalo sang leke hazaar khwahiyein jaise ithlata neela samandar ho, Ke chalo ughadte hue saare manzill ke nishaan chalo; Chalo fir bhi Jo tum aaj bhi akele hi ho, Chalo tum Dil mien darr aaj ik pal na ho, Bhool jao kya peeche chhod gaye ho jo tum, Bss chalo aur aghe hi badhte chalo; Maana ki bohat kaantein bhi honge raah mein tumhare, Ye bhi maana ki sath hoga na koi tumhare, Maan bhi lo ki tum mohtaaz nhi rahe sath hone ke kisi ke, Chalo, ruko nhi, ab manzill ke aur bhi kareeb chalo; Rukna Nahi hai ke raah rukawat toh degi, Rukna Nahi aaj kismat se bagawat bhi hogi, Tumme ik lau hai jisko koi toofaan bujha Nahi Sakta, Meri maano aaj bss chalte raho aur kahi door tak chalo; Chalo...

Two fearless souls, probably in their dawn of childhood, smiling, running across the street, a small size guitar in a bag hanging around their shoulder. Must be coming from their weekend guitar classes. Wearing their favourite black t-shirt with AC/DC written and a rock sigh of horns on it. I smiled, it kind of reminded me of my childhood days. That red coloured Linkin Park t-shirt I had when I was a kid. I bought it when I was 12 or something. Loved the print and Chester's image of growling on it. It was from their album "Hybrid Theory" I guess. Back in those days, it was Chester, the lead vocalist of Linkin Park, who motivated by his soul-hitting voice and the lyrics by the band felt like just written for me!  That t-shirt, where is it now. I remember I kept it in my bag while packing two years back when I was coming here in Bangalore. So many exciting thoughts I was having at that time, about the new place, new people, job and freedom. I'll follow the road to...

Another weekend and yeah this time, I kept my promises! I woke up early, went to see the sunrise at the lake, came back and had a good healthy breakfast. I too even decided to clean all the mess that I've created in my room and I really did it! Also washed all my clothes, even the bedsheet! And it really did cheer out the place. Yeah, it is going to be a good day. So then I decided to reward myself. I usually do it. You do something good: You reward yourself! Simple. And yet the most effective idea. Listen to your favourite playlist, buy yourself an ice-cream, or just appreciate yourself. Why go hard on yourself every time. A simple gesture will work. I ordered Pizza! I was happy. A simple thought, yet a deep one! Why would you ever go hard on yourself? Why ever would you lose all hope on yourself and keep sinking in the ocean of regrets and keep escaping all the actions you'd have taken to make things right. Well, I guess it's the easy way. Just escape! that's my ...

4th of February, Sunday. I came to my senses and woke up around 2:10 pm, I hate Sundays...Oh yes! I did. I still do! Procrastinating all week, "Oh, I'll wash all my clothes on Sunday!" or "I am going to wake up early and will go to see the sunrise at the lake" or "My room stinks like hell but there is  THE SUNDAY two days from now, I am going to clean it up all then!" and lots of stuff too. And it's Sunday now! and I have to DO all of it now. Shit! But there was this one more thought that kept wobbling in my mind about Sunday all that weak that I need to have one more story till Sunday. I had none!  My room was a mess. A thought came that I'll clean it up on Sunday! God Dammit! It is the Sunday! I came to peace with me and decided to do it next Sunday! For sure! Like I took an oath with myself. I am going to do it on next Sunday. Another thought, "No story yet!" I screamed to myself. This is not good at all.  I got up from my ...

Another morning, same regretful feelings. Eyes still squeezed tightly, like I do not want to face it all again. Just don't want to wake up and do all that that I never wanted to do. Sleep is good. Pleasing! Everything feels so comforting and easy. Like a whole different world than where I actually exist. Like I own it. Like no one to judge me here. I can do whatever I want to. I love this place. Although I was lost, still, it felt good. Cold dark wood it was, could feel every bit of breath I take. I am just going deep into the woods, alone and curious. Dry leaves fallen on the ground, cracking through my feet, telling me that yes I was on the right path. Keep walking, someone or something is waiting for you on the other side. Even I can see a bright ray of light, coming from a far distance, calling my name and asking me to open the doors of my heart. Open it wide and let all that makes you feel low and sad, pour out of your heart and dry. Asking me to collect every singl...

That girl I adore was not too far; If I were a moon, She was the brightest star; Amongst the woods that I lived where I got this scar; I'd assumed that's a gift 'coz I've just lived my life in an hour; that girl I adore she taught me how to live; she taught me how to dance, even taught me how to forgive; she led me into a world of our own, where the pain, fear and all the regrets were long gone; that girl I adore was a mess I as knew; the more I figure out, the more she was new; in the world full regrets she bought me some joy; she, smiling, told me not to worry, together, all those scars we're gonna  destroy ; that girl I adore was not even a real girl; just a moment in my eye, just my thoughts unfurl; I forgot where I met her? maybe in a rhythm of a guitar, Ahh! i just realised, that girl I adore, was never too far;

Okay, I know there are lots of awesome people out there who want to start writing on their own but need some proper guidance on how to begin. So, this is right place where you must park your car! Let’s check out some important tips and steps you should have in your mind to have a smooth start! Hope you’ll enjoy… #Steps: Pen your ideas!  : When I started to think about writing I had lots of ideas in my mind about my writings such as what should I write about, what topics must it cover or how can I attract my readers. But the problem that I faced was whenever I picked my pen up to write something down all those ideas and thoughts had already evaporated from my head!!! Costs me the loss of such marvelous ideas then…but I figured out the problem soon and bought a small journal which can easily fit inside my pocket so that whenever any inspiration for an article hits my head, I can scribble it down in that journal which saves half of my time I spend recalling those ideas. ...

Motivation is something that plays a very important role in our journey of achieving our goals and ambitions. Actually, the degree of achieving our goals and ambitions is directly proportional to the degree and extent of our motivation. Just like more the intensity of sunlight falls on the surface of an ocean, more the amount of water evaporates from the surface. The same way is what motivation do to us. Just so simple it is. Motivation is never born with us! Never it is… It may be earned, gained, acquired, improved, increased, evolved but never born! It grows with the right supplements provided to a person. And by the term ‘supplements’ I am talking about the fresh and positive environment and thoughts. The sources of motivation are highly a variable expression. An undetermined term. One can never evaluate other person’s sources of motivation. For some people a labor working hard all day in any under-construction site just to feed his family may be a source of motivation, ...

Tell her that I miss her a lot, Tell her that it's only my love that I’ve got, Tell her that she looks awesome when she smiles, The world just stops and stares her for a while, Tell her not to keep her in any fear, Whenever she closes her eyes, she’ll find me near, Tell her to stay happy all the day, Tell her that for her goodness I always gonna pray, Tell her that she just set joys in my days, “You’re the one” that’s all my heart says, Tell her that her voice is always in my mind, Tell her she’s the only one in the world of her own kind, Tell her that she is not just adorable, Tell her that she is a very special gal, Tell her that whatever I said I mean it from heart, And also tell her that with her its a new world to start… Hey!! And in the end, do tell her that I love her a lot, Tell her that it's only my love that I’ve got……. #in_love_from_love_to_love…